Now, having the list does not necessarily mean I get the shit on it done, but at least it’s all neatly arranged so I can worry about it. Case in point: my cousin had a baby in late December. I don’t know if she reads the blog, but in the interest of privacy I’ll just tell you she named it after a major river of France – you can decide among yourselves what you’d like to imagine among Rhine, Rhone, Garonne, Seine, Marne, Oise, or Loire. (Too bad France lost most of its empire or we could throw in Volta, Mekong, and Saint Lawrence.) I don’t much care for the name, but I can’t really say anything because a) it’s too late b) it’s none of my business c) I’m a childless spinster and d) little Mekong’s cousin, born a year earlier, is named Jimmy. She is female, and named after a beloved late dog of my grandmother’s. The dog was named after a black army nurse who was one of my grandmother’s best friends when they were in Europe during World War Two. (Jimmy was a nickname for Jemima or something similar.) Things about this I don’t understand: how my grandmother made a close black friend in the still-segregated army, why she named a dog after her thirty-five years after the war, how Jimmy-the-woman felt about Jimmy-the-dog or if she ever knew, and how Jimmy-the-baby will feel when she hears this story.
Here’s how a discussion of my list-making turned into a rambling discourse about Little Mekong: my cousin asked everyone in the family to paint a small canvas or panel to decorate the nursery, as a sort of welcome. I thought this was a wonderful idea, and immediately bought a small canvas, brushes, paint, and a stencil of a parent and baby giraffe. I painted the grass and the sky, set the canvas aside, and didn’t touch it again until last week. With national supplies of ADHD medicine dwindling (it’s true, there’s like a HORRIBLE shortage), I knew I had to paint it now, while I still had legal amphetamines, or keep putting it off until Mekong graduated high school and “paint baby canvas” had spent eighteen glorious years on my to-do list. So last week, I got out my supplies and prepared to Make An Art. I couldn’t find the clip to hold the stencil to the canvas, so I had to run to the art supply store.
The art store is almost right across the street, next to an out-of-business salon mysteriously named “HAIRZ GOD’S GIFT,” so this errand should have taken five minutes TOPS. Giant Camel came with me to get some supplies for his obscene collages, which was nice because it counted as a date and got me out of springing for Qdoba that weekend.
So we go in, I find my clip, and I go to the cash register. The Art Fag manning the register (yes, I’m sure you’re offended, but you also know exactly what I mean) said, “Oh, I guess you’re just here for the free stuff?”
“Uh… so I can just have this clip?”
“No. We’re giving away gift bags with purchases. Also everything in the store is thirty per cent off.”
“Okay, uh… I guess I’ll pretend to need more stuff to take advantage of the savings…”
So I wandered around a while before just buying five blank greeting cards for when I forget people’s birthdays. I took my clip and five cards to the register, where I got a different, slightly larger art fag, and everything went to hell.
You know how you’ll go to the store, and the one day you’re buying condoms and laxatives, or trying to use the six dollars of food stamps you have left over, or have some awkwardness, you get the chatty, incompetent cashier? You can sail right through with a toothbrush even if you’re paying with an out-of-state check, but God forbid you need Pepto-Bismol even if you have exact change. We had the art-store equivalent of that cashier. I just wanted to go home and paint my damn giraffes. Oh, no. I had to enter the raffle, get my bag of freebies, talk about the raffle, talk about the freebies, swipe my membership card, swipe my debit card, do it all again, hear the cashier yell “Tood, I need your numbers! I need your numbers! Todd, I need your numbers for the register! Todd! Numbers!” do it all a third time, wait for him to bag my purchases despite the fact that I’d just been given a bag of freebies, be invited to some kind of art demonstration later in the day, be offered refreshments, and watch him count my change, look confusedly at the cash register, and count my change again before I could get out of there. I would have gladly abandoned my change, my honor, my ethics and my boyfriend just to NOT BE AT THE CASH REGISTER anymore. It was a shackle and a bishop away from being an inquisitorial torture, although I did snag a free nutter butter on the way out.
Finally home, I took an inventory of the goodie bag:
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The bag itself, which is one of those reusable
shopping bags that everyone thought was environmentally friendly but it turns
out they aren’t
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A small tube of yellow ochre acrylic paint, with
one of those “CALIFORNIA SAYS YOU’LL GET CANCER” labels
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A little box with two more acrylic tube “green
gold” and quinacridone magenta.” Now… two things. Gold doesn’t tarnish, so
“green gold?” Does it just sound better than “remember that tacky brass lamp
your parents had in 1989? That color.”? And “quinacridone magenta.” Magenta is
already a fairly specific color – do we need it to be sub-specified by whatever
peculiar chemical is in it? Has anyone ever demanded of an art store clerk,
“Does this magenta have quinacridone in it? THERE MUST BE QUINACRIDONE OR ALL
WILL BE RUINED.”
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A stick of Elmer’s glue. Does anyone know what
that animal on Elmer’s glue is? It looks like a fat chupacabra.
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Some post-its
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A sketch pad
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A small paintbrush
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A yellow highlighter
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Another brand of acrylic in titanium white
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A maroon gel pen, in case you wanted to be a
female teenage Aggie fan in 2001
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A plain blue ballpoint
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A New Year’s Sale coupon that’s good from
February 28 to March 13. I don’t think that’s even Chinese new year.
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Something called an “angling tool”
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A six-inch ruler, which of course is useless for
me (did you get that? Did you get the dick joke?)
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A single sheet of watercolor paper
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Some tape
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A brown map color taped to a card (tangent
below)*
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Another tiny tube of acrylic in “azo yellow.”
You are artists. Here’s a list of things that are yellow: the sun, lemons,
buttercups, jaundice, white wine, gold, topaz, any number of lemon-flavored
candies, most urine, bees, honey, Winnie the Pooh, squash, blond hair,
cheetahs. Nothing? Nothing better than "azo?”
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A tiny gesso board
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A package of “paper samples”
What on earth does a person do with such a bag? Paint a six-inch-high painting of a titanium white woman in a yellow ochre dress and with azo yellow hair running across green-gold grass toward a quinacridone sunset on a variety of papers?
I did, however, produce a wonderful painting:
The shape of the giraffes is a little shaky, I grant, but I’m pleased with the spots, and the shrub is a triumph.
*Brown map color tangent: in second grade, I had a teacher who liked to give out coloring packets. Graded coloring packets. There were like, thirty pages stapled together, and we were to work on them in our free time when we were done with our work. No one ever finished them, so on the last day of the term we all had to take them home and finish coloring them. Our teacher, oddly strict about accuracy, wanted everything to be brown, since “people didn’t have fancy dyes back then.” So we had to color brown Christopher Columbus, on a brown ship, with a crew of brown Spaniards and Italians, in brown clothes, eating brown bread, leaving the brown dock in brown Spain, and finally arriving on the brown shore of Hispaniola, which featured brown natives in brown clothing standing in front of brown tree trunks.
I no longer care for brown.
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